Happy :)

Today is a happy day.  I am not exactly sure why. You know how somedays you wake up so excited and your not sure why? Well that is how I feel today. 

Last night my good friend Atila and I went to Chipotle.  Usually we have what we call our "Tuesday Night Chipotle Night", however yesterday in my Children's Literature class those burritos were calling my name.  So I text messaged Atila and asked if he would be okay with us going on a monday instead. Of course being the nice friend that he is he said yes, and as soon as class got over at seven I ran to his car and we drove to our favorite place. Atila and I always have a fun time, usually we talk about really deep things, other times we just sit there observe people and laugh. Last night we discussed moving on, school, the future, and thanksgiving plans. We had a lot of fun, even though it takes me forever to eat those burritos :) I always feel really bad because it takes me a good hour between the talking and frequent trips to get more to drink. Anyways, on the drive back home we rolled down the windows and blasted Coldplay.  We drove by some Vote Yes on Proposition 8 people on the side of the road and honked, everyone started to cheer. We put our hands out the windows and just breathed in the night air.  For some reason to me it was absolutely freeing, I can't exactly explain it.  I guess for the first time in a long time I felt whole again, just for a little while, but while it lasted it was wonderful.  It made me realize all of the amazing things to be thankful for. 

 - God-who gives me life.

 - Dad-who I can call at anytime and just feel free to cry or vent or ask for advice.

- Mom-who is my best source of encouragement.

- Paige-for being honest and loving.

- Bud- for always making people smile.

-Poppy and Grandma- for helping me through this summer and being so wise and        loving me so much.

-Dude and Lorrie and the twins-for always being there for me and always making          things fun :)

- Friends-who you can call at 3 in the morning and know they will be there for you.

- Music-for when I need a break from my own thoughts.

- College-for the opportunity to able to further my education.

-Orange and Yellow-my fish :)

- San Luis Obispo-my home away from home.

- Hope

-Tuesday Chipotle Nights

- Disneyland

-Tears

- The color blue

-Truth

   - Love

  So I realized that there is a lot more to put...but I don't want to bore you. So those are the main ones :)