Adjusting...

  I think it is strange how some periods of our lives seem to last forever.  The past few months have seemed like years, almost lifetimes ago when I actually think about them. I have done a lot of adjusting in this past year and learned a whole lot.  This week in particular however I have been dealing a lot with responsibility.  Responsibilities such as money, school, and health. I am starting to realize that all of this stuff is a bigger deal than I used to think that it was.  I once thought that if you tried your best and worked hard things would go well for you and fall into place, but I am beginning to realize that all of that isn't enough.  So I need to try harder, and do better.  I am starting to feel really discouraged. I am excited to see where God is taking me, it is just taking a lot of trust, which is a good thing :) I miss my family and I am so ready for thanksgiving break! Well I'm off to bed. I miss you guys!